welcome to the next chapter...

once a long time ago, i read on a blog, "i am a lesbian but thats not all i am". i was then just teetering on the edge coming out as a lesbian. back then, although i understood what she was saying, i was completely drowning in that one dimension of my identity. i knew then i was more than also but such turmoil tends to shrink your field of vision. it is scary and exciting and anticipatory and it is exhausting.

i am almost 5 years out now. some things look differently in my life. some things are the same. but i revel in the knowledge that i am a lesbian and in the knowledge that i really am more than just... my field of vision has grown to include the wide open spaces of life's endless possibilies.

for those of you who know me, you will be able to find the familiar places of my old writings which i will have on the sidebar. for those who stumble upon me and find yourself confused by fragmented references or are struggling to come out later in life, you will find the Closer to Fine link most helpful. I recommend reading it from the beginning, it makes more sense.

one more thing, blame my lack of capital letters on e.e. cummings...

Friday, August 12, 2011

a beautiful day...

the weather was perfect today.  i woke to a group of boy scouts having rowing races and swimming races.  cheers would ring out from an obvisously proud group of parents.   i love waking to splashing and laughter with birds perched in trees right outside my window.

the moon is full tonight and its going to spectacular when it finally gets over the pond.   i am going to do my best to be awake then.  my camera is beginning to yell at me from lack of attention.

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