welcome to the next chapter...

once a long time ago, i read on a blog, "i am a lesbian but thats not all i am". i was then just teetering on the edge coming out as a lesbian. back then, although i understood what she was saying, i was completely drowning in that one dimension of my identity. i knew then i was more than also but such turmoil tends to shrink your field of vision. it is scary and exciting and anticipatory and it is exhausting.

i am almost 5 years out now. some things look differently in my life. some things are the same. but i revel in the knowledge that i am a lesbian and in the knowledge that i really am more than just... my field of vision has grown to include the wide open spaces of life's endless possibilies.

for those of you who know me, you will be able to find the familiar places of my old writings which i will have on the sidebar. for those who stumble upon me and find yourself confused by fragmented references or are struggling to come out later in life, you will find the Closer to Fine link most helpful. I recommend reading it from the beginning, it makes more sense.

one more thing, blame my lack of capital letters on e.e. cummings...

Monday, August 29, 2011

the bigger picture....

FYI for all newbies and drunken smart people, if you email a copy of a communication you have had with someone else that, if in part, would make you look good but you forget to delete the email that came before that, you look like a psycho.... and then everyone who you forwarded  it to will know you or who thought they wanted to know you will CERTAINLY know you and wish they didn't after that.  you would think this happening coming from a self proclaimed techie would be intentional self reputational suicide..... or an a accidental histrionic embarrassment.... no wonder you don't show your face around here anymore..... evil, lies, gossip and deception never wins in the end..... HUN.    

1 comment:

  1. truer words were never spoken. or, perhaps have, but not in a week or two. :-)

    purple is so me? hmmm did a little bird happen to mention, 'tis rumored a certain someone's bedroom may be turning itself purple? lol